The Doctor Words Kill Me

Assalamualaikum!! Haeip!! *lelambai sambil lelompat bintang sambil shuffle lagu ‘I’ll Be Back’* Kurang sungguh keasaman aku ni, nama je dak UIA, lepas bagi salam terus lelompat bintang bagai siap dengan shuffle sekali, pehal lu anak Encik Elias ni. Ohh sebut jer Encik Elias, HAPPY FATHER DAY ABAH, semoga Allah panjangkan umur abah and may Allah bless Abah, always. And Encik Abah is the best father in these worlds. Nampak x ‘s’ kat belakang tu, nak cakap betapa the bestnya Encik Abah aku. 

Btw, tadi aku pergi jumpa doctor, *main point sebenar nak cerita pasal jumpa doctor* tapi bukan sebab gastrik ke apa ke sebab utamanya mata belah kanan aku cam berair, I guess, it’s because of Eczema or malay words nya ‘Resdung’. Masa aku mula mula masuk jumpa doctor tu, aku dah tersenyum senyum dah, mesti doctor tu cakap aku ni xnampak macam sakit pon siap senyum senyum macam jumpa Fauziah Gous je. Well hello, aku sakit mata, bukan mulut. Aku masuk je, doctor tu terus panggil nama penuh aku siap binti Encik Abah aku lagi, pastu tanya aku, do you have any problem Nor Ain? *sambil tengok buku report aku, typical doctor laa kan*  Boleh pulak dia tanya aku ada problem kr x, kalo xde problem, xdenya aku sesaja datang nak lepak dekat clinic, nak tanya khabar staf staf dekat situ, ingat aku ni banyak masa sangat ke nak bertanya khabar bagai, dia ingat aku saja saja ke datang nak jumpa dia, kalau dia Lisa Surihani boleh juga aku minta autograph. LOL~~ . nasib baik aku xgelak guling guling depan doctor tu. Aku pon explain laa hajat sebenarnya kedatangan aku ke clinic tu. *sambil buat muka sedih macam mata aku sikit je lagi nak buta*

Doctor: *ambik torchlight, suluh mata aku* Are you wearing eyeliner?

Me: ohh yup

Doctor: you maybe got an allergic with the eyeliner, I thinkbyou shouldn’t wear it because it’s affected your eyes, is it your eyes itchy? 

Bila doctor cakap aku allergic dengan eyeliner, aku rasa macam di tampar tampar oleh Hagrid je. Pastu aku rasa cam xnak hidup dah *ayat aku over the very gila*, bila doct tu cakap you shouldn’t wear it. Tahukah doct tu bahawasanya aku ni kinda person yang can go out without wearing compact powder but I couldn’t bear within a second to go out without my eyeliner. Nampak x betapa pentingnya eyeliner tu dalam hidup aku. Aku memang xboleh hidup tanpa eyeliner, kalo aku xpakai eyeliner, mata aku dah macam orang Chinese dah, kemain sepet sampai xnampak aku punya mata. Dulu, kengkawan sekolah rendah aku panggil aku ‘tokpek’. Eyeliner sangat laa penting bagi aku, tu laa satu satunya make up yang aku pakai. 

Me, without eyeliner and bare face. can you see how small my eyes are? T____T

Me, with eyeliner, see! that eyeliner works in point out my eyes, I think.

Aku rasa macam nak menangis sambil hentak hentak kepala dekat dinding sampai berdarah lencun and hentak hentak kaki sampai berlubang lantai simen clinic tu, like seriously. T____T Dalam aku tengah sedih tu, aku cakap laa kat doct bahawasanya aku ada Eczema, kemain panjang aku explain dekat dia aku punya bersin sampai nak tercabut hidung pepagi pastu hidung aku gatal cam mintak dicabut and ganti dengan hidung Encik KyuHyun Mr. Simple aku je. Xtermasuk lagi aku punya mata punya kisah before ni, yang bengkak bagai mata ikan kembung kena sawan, merah macam mata vampire minum darah jer. Sebenarnya motif aku nak suruh doct tu paham yang aku xde allergic dengan eyelinernya tapi ni semua eczema punya pasal. So jangan salahkan eyeliner aku, salahkan eczema aku. Eczema! Sila bertanggungjawab ye, jangan nak put the blame on eyeliner. Lepas tu, disebabkan aku ada masalah rabun, so aku tanya laa doct tu pasal contact lens.

Me: doct, I’ve been thinking on wearing contact lens since I've got this short-sightedness problem like in critical stage, I couldn’t even see something a meter far from me.

Doctor: ohh you shouldn’t, I suggested you wear glasses instead bcoz you've got that kind of eyes problem. I’m afraid that lenses may affect your eyes and it'll become even worse. Just wait until your eyes are really okay. 

this is how will I look if I'm wearing glasses in future, for me, I think I look like I'm in my 25 old.

*Pang!!!!!!!* sekali lagi aku rasa macam pipi aku ditampar oleh tangan uncle Hagrid’s Harry Potter. Ni laa yang dinamakan sudah jatuh ditimpa KLCC pulak. Retak empat juta kuasa lapan hati aku. Aku memang dah seadanya xsuka pakai glasses. Tetiba aku rasa kesian gila kat diri aku, rasa macam nak hug diri sendiri tight tight and cakap sabar laa Aen, ni semua dugaan. Seriously, that eczema really put me in misery. Pape pon aku kena sabar, sebab ni semua ujian Allah, He wanna test me and see how I overcome this problem. 

that girl, Farahin or Mc Key. she's the one who gave me that eczema. Well, thanks alot friend. I love you till the end. T___T

Panjang laa pulak aku berceloteh kali ni, tapi bila pulak aku pernah cakap sikit je, even nak tidur malam pon aku boleh lagi cakap pot pet pot pet, yang kesiannya roommates aku laa, kalo kat highschool dulu dormmates aku. Bila laa aku nak jadi pendiam and cool. -_____- macam impossible je. Btw, I’ll end here, whose reading this, keep supporting me. Go go Aen!!! Bubbye!! >______<

The New Life Begins

Assalamualaikum!! Haiep!! *lelompat sambil menjerit kuat kuat* Nampak x betapa xdewasanya aku ni, lepas bagi salam bukan kata nak bagi kuliah pagi ke, tazkirah ringkas ke, apa ke, x ustazah pilihan sangat, terus melompat bagai, macam orang da kena sawan Pontianak da aku ni.

CFSIIUM yang tercinta, sangat!! bila laa aku nak pi Gombak. T__T

Haaaaa!!! My new semester begins now!! Starting from today, aku da jadi senior da, highlightkan sekali lagi, SENIOR, kasi nampak sikit bahawasanya aku ni senior. Maknanya sem ni aku da ada junior laa yang comel comel macam Elfira Loy semua. Junior lelaki pulak aku belum sempat usha lagi, katanya semua handsome handsome macam abg Vanilla Coklat kita, Aiman Hakim Ridza, ni yang membuatkan semangat aku nak start belajar berkobar-kobar didada, membara macam api dekat campfire ni. *pang!!* tampar diri sendiri, sebab jauh sangat melalut. *nangis!!! Meraung-raung. Bagitahu mak aku! Huwaaaaaa!* over Nor Ain Elias. Kemain lagi aku story mory pasal dak dak junior. 

Sem ni jadual aku sangat laa xpack, got only 3 subjects to deal with. Graphic Communication 1(GC1), Introduction to Build Environment (IBE) and Basic Theme Al-Quran (BTQ). Tapi subject GC1 tu quite susah laa, sebab kena lukis lukis, conteng conteng, warna warna, ala macam yang kita belajar dekat tadika dulu. Tapi kalau bagi orang yang berbakat dalam seni, memang senang laa bagi dia, sambil makan popcorn je dia boleh buat, sebelah tangan makan popcorn, sebelah lagi buat GC1, euwww, makan pakai tangan kiri yang baru lepas keluar toilet sebab sakit perut makan tomyam CikAni yang basi. Eeeeeeuuuuwwww. Loglat. Tapi kalo macam aku ni, melukis sambil meraung laa jawab dia. Tapi untung aku agak untung laa sebab aku dapat Bro *panggilan tuk lecturer bebudak AED* yang agak sempoi plus coolblog plus single trang teng teng teng. Haaa, single tu yang penting sebenarnya, hikhikhik, kegedikan kuasa dua juta kali lima puloh aku ni. Hahaha. 

First class aku untuk sem ni, sempat lagi bergambo. hehehe

Sem ni aku dah tekad dah aku nak dapat Dean List (DL) macam sem 1 dulu, sebenarnya nak cakap yang sem 1 aku dapat DL, xboleh blaa sangat aku ni. *boooooooo* tapi kan, *mood sedih macam baru clash* sem 2 aku xdapat DL laa. Like seriously, aku banyak main, tengok movie and stucked dengan Twitter, akibatnya aku xdapat DL. Maka lepas tengok result, hati aku hancur luluh ibarat ditusuk dengan duri sembilu. Geli aku bila baca balik, ayat puitis plus dramatis bagai, da macam kak Izzah Ombak Rindu plak. *euuwwww* Dikala ini aku nak cakap bahawasanya micro blog and social network macam twitter and facebook memang laa xbagus untuk kesihatan minda, akal dan usus anda.

Dah, malas dah aku nak menulis panjang panjang. Dulu kemain lagi aku ni, orang ada blog, aku nak buat blog, bila dah buat, kemain liat lagi update blog. Dah usang dah blog aku ni. Haish Nor Ain Elias ni. Btw, bubbye!! Keep on supporting me! >____<

First Impression on A First Step

Assalamualaikum! Haeip! *lelambai sambil shuffle* buka lagu Party Rock Anthem kuat-kuat. Pastu shuffle ikut suka ati, asalkan nampak kaki tu gerak xtentu hala dah ok laa tu, good job dah, boleh sangat dah kalau nak panggil shuffle jugak tu. Tapi jangan buat depan roomates kalo x kompem makan kasut size 6. Bhahaha..

Ni laa roomates aku! lawa-lawakan. Yang shawl pink lembut tu, Akma, yang shawl biru tu, Roza, yang shawl hijau tu Ieda and yang shawl pink terang tu, pemilik ini blog!

Entry lepaskan aku tulis pasal aku punya Doa dimakbulkan. Rasa macam nak share laa feeling aku mula-mula masuk CFSIIUM ni. Bhahaha. *eh, eh kau Nor Ain Elias gedik je, bajet orang kisah* cepat boooooo!! Xbecaro! Bhahaha. When I took my first step in CFSIIUM, aku like memang xsuka gila dengan suasana tempat ni, rules and regulation tempat ni and macam-macam lagi laa. Like seriously aku benci CFSIIUM. I was keep thinking that I don't belong here; I don’t suit here and everything bout here I don't like it. 

Masa minggu Ta’aruf lagi, mulut aku dah start complain dah, kenapa perlu buat macamni, kenapa kita kena buat tu, kenapa tu, kenapa ni, semua kenapa laa. Kenapa!!!! *sambil menjerit kuat-kuat*. Tetiba kena sekeh kepala oleh roomates yang comel. T_____T . Xingat, korang mesti bengong kejapkan nak pikir ta’aruf tu aper, ta’aruf tu minggu orientasi laa. See, kelas gitu nama dia. Hengkau hado?! Bhahahaha. Yang paling aku xsuka dulu, pi kelas kena pakai baju kurung je, da laa stock baju kurung aku xsampai satu dozen! Acanor ehh tu? Pastu, mula-mula boleh pakai shawl, alih-alih, shawl is not allowed laa pulak. Mengamuk sakan aku, balik tu, laju-laju je aku post kat Facebook mengamuk. Bhahaha. Nampak x permainan kat situ. Padahal kurang kasih sayang aku ni. Bhahaha.

Haaa!! Ni semua dak-dak kelas english aku. letih laa nak kenalkan sesorang. Tapi yang penting diorang semua sangat laa cute! Yang dak laki tengah amik gambar tu name dia INSANE! bhahahah. jangan marah Is! >___<

Sambung mengumpat balik, haa, pastu, aku kena laa plak two years program untuk asasi dek kerana kebengapan aku yang amat dalam bahasa inggeris. T____T. Memang sadis arr hidup aku time tu. Ayat nak nampak sadis je ko Jah! Booooooo Nor Ain Elias!!! Xbecaro kawe! And sambung balik, aku memang banyak arr xpuas ati dengan CFSIIUM ni, dah laa system macam boarding school je. Boleh balik rumah hari Sabtu and Ahad je. Kalo nak outing makesure balik sebelum kul 11 malam sebab tu dah time curfew. See! Samakan dengan boarding school.

Jeng! Jeng! Jeng! Macam ni laa kena pakai kalo korang nak keluar. Boleh je pakai seluar, tapi makesure baju labuh, kalo x, melayang laa 50 hengget anda! wakakakaka

But! As I have to stay here for a long period, dua tahun tu lama weii!! Boleh siap satu rumah dah kalau bina. Walaupon ayat tu macam xda kaitan, tapi xpe laa. Hado aku kesah! Bhahaha. Bila dah stay lama, I’m trying to force myself, don’t just see the negative side of here, but try to find its positive ones at least. So aku try laa tengok-tengok jugak positive sides, memang banyak laa kan. Banyak sangat kebaikan CFSIIUM ni tahu. That's why orang cakap, jangan terus benci something tu sebab kite xsuka, tapi try tengok dia punya kebaikan jugak. Now I realized, yess!!! I belong to CFSIIUM! 

End for this entry! Panjangkan, mesti siapa-siapa baca blog ni bosankan. Maafkan saya T____T. Keep supporting me taw! Bubbyeeeee!! >______<

The Power of Doa

Assalamualaikum! Haeip! *lelambai sambil lelompat bintang*

Lama gila rasanya aku xmengarang, al maklumlah busy doe! Kau hapa tahu. Ecececeh.. bajet gila minah nih. Booo sikit! Boooooooooo Nor Ain Elias!! Busy dengan apa ntah, nak kate study, aku rasa tido lagi banyak. Minggu ni aku banyak Quiz, Tasmiq and Arabic Oral Test. Hengkau hingat, hengkau sorang study! 

My topic besaq da tu no, the power of Doa. Have you ever taste the power of Doa? For me, of course I have. When I first step in CFSIIUM, I was always wondering, why I have to be here not in UITM or UM? Basically, obviously I wanna be there instead of here. The truth is I really really don’t want to be here. Like seriously! I always questioned myself, why would I be here? Why wasn't I in UITM or UM now? Always why, why and why. 

Pray with your sincere heart like you're begging to Him helps you. Kalau boleh dengan muka cute macam budak ni. >___<

But one day, I was laying on my bed, ponderinh about that, and Allah answered me. Something crossed my mind, there was a time when I was a high school student, after I finished my Zuhur at our school’s mosque, I’d asked Allah, please let me further my studies at UIA with the Bachelor of Architecture major. And now, Allah has fulfilled my Doa. He gave me what I’d asked for and now it’s up to me how am I  supposed to walk this way.

Can you see betapa baiknya Allah. Kita je yang selalu sombong, angkuh, dah rasa kita hebat and xnak Doa dekat Dia. *tetiba emo, marah ni!* For me, I believe that Allah tu Maha Pemurah. Kalau kita nak pape, tinggal Doa je dekat Dia, InsyaAllah, one day, Allah akan makbulkan Doa kita. Kalau bukan hari ni, maybe esok or lusa or one fine day. Kalau Allah xmakbulkan, tu maknanya Allah nak bagi yang lagi better untuk kite. Allah knows the best for His servants. Allah bukan kedekut, buat apa Dia nak kedekut, segalanya datang dari Dia, kita je yang SOMBONG xnak mintak. Cuba kalau lepas solat tu, at least take a few minute untuk doa, xpayah panjang pon takpe kalau malas sangat. Jangan terus bangun terpacak lepas bagi salam kiri kanan, ntah-ntah salam kiri pon kau xbagi sebab malas sangat. Iskh iskh iskh. 

I always pray, he will be mine one day. bhahaha. Yang ni memang impossible gila-gila k! bhahaha

If you want anything, even though it’s seem so impossible for you to have, keep asking Allah for its. Believe in Him. Keep praying and makes some effort to have it, even it's love. Nothing is impossible with the Allah's willingness. But the most important is Doa. You have to believe, Allah hears every single words of yours even you don’t say it outloud but He knows it. And remember, when He gives you what you want, you have to pay for it with your loyalty and faithful towards Him. Don’t just know how to accept  but don’t know how to thank for it ha. Don’t be a less lesson person hokay. bhahaha. Mintak pandai nak berterima kasih xpandai. Sungguh kurang asam keping ye.

Ok then, I’ll end here. Remember! Doa! Believe in Allah. There is nothing impossible in this world. Do support me k! bubbyeeeee!! >____<

The Road I Should Taken

Assalamualaikum! Haeip! *lelambai slowly*.

 

 Actually something did bother me lately. That something always makes me pondering on my future. I keep thinking, did I make a right choice for my future? Am I actually belong to Architecture’s world rather than Law’s world? Or it's vice versa actually?

Since my first semester, I've been always thinking bout it. And by the time passed, I am in my last semester for my first year study now. But still, I got one more years to deal with. By the time that year keep getting nearer to me, my heart keep telling me, I should change my course, I should have. Should I change my course? Because this is a matter of my future, I need to consider about it. Like seriously. 

The main reason why I assume that I actually belong to the Law’s world is because I’m actually a talkative girl. Like seriously talkative. Once I talk then all the thing that people surround me can do is just listen to me. And I really, really hate people who don’t wanna listen to my story. But the real truth is I always do. When having a discussion with others, if I was there, it’ll turn into arguing rather than discussion. I hate to admit that actually I’m completely wrong even I know that's a fact. Yes! I always wanna be a winner. 

I don’t know how to draw and colour. Yeah! That’s the main reason why I always thought that I don’t belong to Architecture’s world. Like seriously, I don’t know how to draw something especially something abstract. 

See! korang mesti ingat yang ade tangkai tu epal kan? cuba teka ape tu? sebenarnya tu ialah CAPCICUM! bhahaha..

dah kenapa lukisan ni senget! mesti nak marahkan korang tengok. comel x aku colour? ada laa orang tu kan. dia cakap aku punya lukisan da macam anak sedara dia punya dah. bhahaha. pape laa awak, yang penting awak gelak! >__<

chennnnngggg!! tetiba ada gambo pizzo.. sebab bila aku stress mula laa rasa nak makan pizzo. adoinye pongg!!

For now on, I really don’t know should I change my course or not. But I really like Architecture. Some people said if you have an interest on something, automatically that interest will make you achieve the victory. I don’t know. T__T Ya Allah please shows me what should I do. Please lead me in everything I do. I believe everything’s comes from You. Amin

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Assalamualaikum and hai *lambai-lambai*

i decided to create this blog of mine a long time ago actually. But because of time and idea, i keep postponed to set up this blog and Alhamdulillah i made it now! yes! i made it. Aen, kau dah ade blog ok.

becoz of i'm freshie, please supports me and gives some spirit to continue writing.

well~~ this is my first post! i'm happy forsure.

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