First Impression on A First Step

Assalamualaikum! Haeip! *lelambai sambil shuffle* buka lagu Party Rock Anthem kuat-kuat. Pastu shuffle ikut suka ati, asalkan nampak kaki tu gerak xtentu hala dah ok laa tu, good job dah, boleh sangat dah kalau nak panggil shuffle jugak tu. Tapi jangan buat depan roomates kalo x kompem makan kasut size 6. Bhahaha..

Ni laa roomates aku! lawa-lawakan. Yang shawl pink lembut tu, Akma, yang shawl biru tu, Roza, yang shawl hijau tu Ieda and yang shawl pink terang tu, pemilik ini blog!

Entry lepaskan aku tulis pasal aku punya Doa dimakbulkan. Rasa macam nak share laa feeling aku mula-mula masuk CFSIIUM ni. Bhahaha. *eh, eh kau Nor Ain Elias gedik je, bajet orang kisah* cepat boooooo!! Xbecaro! Bhahaha. When I took my first step in CFSIIUM, aku like memang xsuka gila dengan suasana tempat ni, rules and regulation tempat ni and macam-macam lagi laa. Like seriously aku benci CFSIIUM. I was keep thinking that I don't belong here; I don’t suit here and everything bout here I don't like it. 

Masa minggu Ta’aruf lagi, mulut aku dah start complain dah, kenapa perlu buat macamni, kenapa kita kena buat tu, kenapa tu, kenapa ni, semua kenapa laa. Kenapa!!!! *sambil menjerit kuat-kuat*. Tetiba kena sekeh kepala oleh roomates yang comel. T_____T . Xingat, korang mesti bengong kejapkan nak pikir ta’aruf tu aper, ta’aruf tu minggu orientasi laa. See, kelas gitu nama dia. Hengkau hado?! Bhahahaha. Yang paling aku xsuka dulu, pi kelas kena pakai baju kurung je, da laa stock baju kurung aku xsampai satu dozen! Acanor ehh tu? Pastu, mula-mula boleh pakai shawl, alih-alih, shawl is not allowed laa pulak. Mengamuk sakan aku, balik tu, laju-laju je aku post kat Facebook mengamuk. Bhahaha. Nampak x permainan kat situ. Padahal kurang kasih sayang aku ni. Bhahaha.

Haaa!! Ni semua dak-dak kelas english aku. letih laa nak kenalkan sesorang. Tapi yang penting diorang semua sangat laa cute! Yang dak laki tengah amik gambar tu name dia INSANE! bhahahah. jangan marah Is! >___<

Sambung mengumpat balik, haa, pastu, aku kena laa plak two years program untuk asasi dek kerana kebengapan aku yang amat dalam bahasa inggeris. T____T. Memang sadis arr hidup aku time tu. Ayat nak nampak sadis je ko Jah! Booooooo Nor Ain Elias!!! Xbecaro kawe! And sambung balik, aku memang banyak arr xpuas ati dengan CFSIIUM ni, dah laa system macam boarding school je. Boleh balik rumah hari Sabtu and Ahad je. Kalo nak outing makesure balik sebelum kul 11 malam sebab tu dah time curfew. See! Samakan dengan boarding school.

Jeng! Jeng! Jeng! Macam ni laa kena pakai kalo korang nak keluar. Boleh je pakai seluar, tapi makesure baju labuh, kalo x, melayang laa 50 hengget anda! wakakakaka

But! As I have to stay here for a long period, dua tahun tu lama weii!! Boleh siap satu rumah dah kalau bina. Walaupon ayat tu macam xda kaitan, tapi xpe laa. Hado aku kesah! Bhahaha. Bila dah stay lama, I’m trying to force myself, don’t just see the negative side of here, but try to find its positive ones at least. So aku try laa tengok-tengok jugak positive sides, memang banyak laa kan. Banyak sangat kebaikan CFSIIUM ni tahu. That's why orang cakap, jangan terus benci something tu sebab kite xsuka, tapi try tengok dia punya kebaikan jugak. Now I realized, yess!!! I belong to CFSIIUM! 

End for this entry! Panjangkan, mesti siapa-siapa baca blog ni bosankan. Maafkan saya T____T. Keep supporting me taw! Bubbyeeeee!! >______<

The Power of Doa

Assalamualaikum! Haeip! *lelambai sambil lelompat bintang*

Lama gila rasanya aku xmengarang, al maklumlah busy doe! Kau hapa tahu. Ecececeh.. bajet gila minah nih. Booo sikit! Boooooooooo Nor Ain Elias!! Busy dengan apa ntah, nak kate study, aku rasa tido lagi banyak. Minggu ni aku banyak Quiz, Tasmiq and Arabic Oral Test. Hengkau hingat, hengkau sorang study! 

My topic besaq da tu no, the power of Doa. Have you ever taste the power of Doa? For me, of course I have. When I first step in CFSIIUM, I was always wondering, why I have to be here not in UITM or UM? Basically, obviously I wanna be there instead of here. The truth is I really really don’t want to be here. Like seriously! I always questioned myself, why would I be here? Why wasn't I in UITM or UM now? Always why, why and why. 

Pray with your sincere heart like you're begging to Him helps you. Kalau boleh dengan muka cute macam budak ni. >___<

But one day, I was laying on my bed, ponderinh about that, and Allah answered me. Something crossed my mind, there was a time when I was a high school student, after I finished my Zuhur at our school’s mosque, I’d asked Allah, please let me further my studies at UIA with the Bachelor of Architecture major. And now, Allah has fulfilled my Doa. He gave me what I’d asked for and now it’s up to me how am I  supposed to walk this way.

Can you see betapa baiknya Allah. Kita je yang selalu sombong, angkuh, dah rasa kita hebat and xnak Doa dekat Dia. *tetiba emo, marah ni!* For me, I believe that Allah tu Maha Pemurah. Kalau kita nak pape, tinggal Doa je dekat Dia, InsyaAllah, one day, Allah akan makbulkan Doa kita. Kalau bukan hari ni, maybe esok or lusa or one fine day. Kalau Allah xmakbulkan, tu maknanya Allah nak bagi yang lagi better untuk kite. Allah knows the best for His servants. Allah bukan kedekut, buat apa Dia nak kedekut, segalanya datang dari Dia, kita je yang SOMBONG xnak mintak. Cuba kalau lepas solat tu, at least take a few minute untuk doa, xpayah panjang pon takpe kalau malas sangat. Jangan terus bangun terpacak lepas bagi salam kiri kanan, ntah-ntah salam kiri pon kau xbagi sebab malas sangat. Iskh iskh iskh. 

I always pray, he will be mine one day. bhahaha. Yang ni memang impossible gila-gila k! bhahaha

If you want anything, even though it’s seem so impossible for you to have, keep asking Allah for its. Believe in Him. Keep praying and makes some effort to have it, even it's love. Nothing is impossible with the Allah's willingness. But the most important is Doa. You have to believe, Allah hears every single words of yours even you don’t say it outloud but He knows it. And remember, when He gives you what you want, you have to pay for it with your loyalty and faithful towards Him. Don’t just know how to accept  but don’t know how to thank for it ha. Don’t be a less lesson person hokay. bhahaha. Mintak pandai nak berterima kasih xpandai. Sungguh kurang asam keping ye.

Ok then, I’ll end here. Remember! Doa! Believe in Allah. There is nothing impossible in this world. Do support me k! bubbyeeeee!! >____<

The Road I Should Taken

Assalamualaikum! Haeip! *lelambai slowly*.

 

 Actually something did bother me lately. That something always makes me pondering on my future. I keep thinking, did I make a right choice for my future? Am I actually belong to Architecture’s world rather than Law’s world? Or it's vice versa actually?

Since my first semester, I've been always thinking bout it. And by the time passed, I am in my last semester for my first year study now. But still, I got one more years to deal with. By the time that year keep getting nearer to me, my heart keep telling me, I should change my course, I should have. Should I change my course? Because this is a matter of my future, I need to consider about it. Like seriously. 

The main reason why I assume that I actually belong to the Law’s world is because I’m actually a talkative girl. Like seriously talkative. Once I talk then all the thing that people surround me can do is just listen to me. And I really, really hate people who don’t wanna listen to my story. But the real truth is I always do. When having a discussion with others, if I was there, it’ll turn into arguing rather than discussion. I hate to admit that actually I’m completely wrong even I know that's a fact. Yes! I always wanna be a winner. 

I don’t know how to draw and colour. Yeah! That’s the main reason why I always thought that I don’t belong to Architecture’s world. Like seriously, I don’t know how to draw something especially something abstract. 

See! korang mesti ingat yang ade tangkai tu epal kan? cuba teka ape tu? sebenarnya tu ialah CAPCICUM! bhahaha..

dah kenapa lukisan ni senget! mesti nak marahkan korang tengok. comel x aku colour? ada laa orang tu kan. dia cakap aku punya lukisan da macam anak sedara dia punya dah. bhahaha. pape laa awak, yang penting awak gelak! >__<

chennnnngggg!! tetiba ada gambo pizzo.. sebab bila aku stress mula laa rasa nak makan pizzo. adoinye pongg!!

For now on, I really don’t know should I change my course or not. But I really like Architecture. Some people said if you have an interest on something, automatically that interest will make you achieve the victory. I don’t know. T__T Ya Allah please shows me what should I do. Please lead me in everything I do. I believe everything’s comes from You. Amin

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