Wednesday, December 24, 2014
This semester was the toughest one. I totally screwed everything up, everything went so wrong. Everything. My grade fall, my life messed up, design killed me, I try so hard to fix but it's still the same and remains unchanged. Still sama and tak dapat dibaiki. I lost everyone that I once cared too much through this journey, they are either gone and forever gone. I lost my granny and my aunty, never expect it to happen during this time but Allah knows it best. Losing someone wasn't that easy I guess, it changes everything from your own routine to you, yourself. And I never saw it's coming and wasn't even prepared myself for that but Allah is the best planner. He sent me the one that helps me to go through this. I don't know what will happen if he wasn't there to pull me up. And for that, I always be thankful. I was totally lost this semester, almost give up with everything but he show me that there is light and lead my way. The one that I could never can repay for all of his kindness even if I die. Thanks
Tuesday, December 02, 2014
Bila kau jatuh tersungkur, berdarah dan luka parah, dan benda kau kena buat lepas tu ialah bangkit. Bangkit balik lagi kuat dan kuat dan kuat dari sebelum ni. Dan mintak dengan tuhan, doa. Jangan salahkan masa silam kau sebab dia ajar kau jadi kau harini. Kalau kau jatuh lagi, takpe, sakit tu pelajaran paling mahal yang kau tak akan dapat beli dengan duit.